My Head's Not In it Right Now.

I wish I could talk more about it, but things have happend in the last few weeks that I know are effecting my play and more importantly my life. I've dealt with alot of stuff in my life but this situation is unique to me. I'm not living life right. Im correcting it immediately. I need to take a break from trying to win at poker and start winning in my spritual life. I am very blessed and fortunate. I am the best dad in the world, I have a beautiful son, I'm damn good at what I do professionally, and have lived a life many dream of, except for one area, the 2nd MOST important to me. (Most important is my relationship with the Lord). My issues and problems pale in comparison to 99% of the rest of the world right now. I feel very selfish and that really pisses me off. I say what I feel without thinking of the effect it has on others. I've let myself , more importantly others, down and I'm not happy bout it. Good thing is I know how to correct it and I am.

Mo wasn't a profitable venture, if u couldn't tell by the way this post started, but it took me 6 hours to lose $200 @ 3/6. lol I played like an idiot alomost every junk hand (3/6 allows u to do that)and had kk, kk, qq all beat down back to back to back. I'm taking a freaking break. I should of just sent $1200 to the Red Cross this week and I'd feel better than I do now. I know I would... I'll be ok. Im a survivor.......always have, always will..Mic