My Head's Not In it Right Now.

I wish I could talk more about it, but things have happend in the last few weeks that I know are effecting my play and more importantly my life. I've dealt with alot of stuff in my life but this situation is unique to me. I'm not living life right. Im correcting it immediately. I need to take a break from trying to win at poker and start winning in my spritual life. I am very blessed and fortunate. I am the best dad in the world, I have a beautiful son, I'm damn good at what I do professionally, and have lived a life many dream of, except for one area, the 2nd MOST important to me. (Most important is my relationship with the Lord). My issues and problems pale in comparison to 99% of the rest of the world right now. I feel very selfish and that really pisses me off. I say what I feel without thinking of the effect it has on others. I've let myself , more importantly others, down and I'm not happy bout it. Good thing is I know how to correct it and I am.

Mo wasn't a profitable venture, if u couldn't tell by the way this post started, but it took me 6 hours to lose $200 @ 3/6. lol I played like an idiot alomost every junk hand (3/6 allows u to do that)and had kk, kk, qq all beat down back to back to back. I'm taking a freaking break. I should of just sent $1200 to the Red Cross this week and I'd feel better than I do now. I know I would... I'll be ok. Im a survivor.......always have, always will..Mic

OFF TO MO!!

I'm on my way to Caruthersville, MO and the Aztar Casino. I mentioned I played there before the WSOP. I ready for all those retired calling stations. I need to win back some of the $1000 I've lost on Pokerstars last week and half. . Hope my next post is about profit!! jeese.....

I'm a better live player than net?

Since my trip to Tunica Pokerstars has been wearing me out (- $800) since sunday, which I won $400 that day. I'm playing good, just losing 75% of the coin flips, and 50% of the 75% favorites, plus a few bad calls late in tourneys. That's poker! WCOOP starts in 3 days!!!! I was + $2200 in last year's events. Hope I still have a bankroll by then. Wished I lived closer to my new ATM, Tunica!!! I need a good session before my next post. Please bless me ole mighty poker gods, bless me. I've donated $200 to the Red Cross for hurricane relief efforts and I encourage all to do the same. I'm glad to live very high up in Tenneessee!!!!

My old bookie wins WSOP CIRCUIT $10k MAIN EVENT.

Gregg Merkow, my ex-bookie, won the latest WSOP Circuit event in Tunica. He won over $550K with a $1000 investment. I still owe Gregg some $$$ from my degenerate gambler days. He didn't recognize me when I was a railbird shooting pics with my new camera phone. Maybe he wont beat my ass now. lol. Congrats Gregg!! Guess if I make it in poker, we will meet again. lol.
Well stupid ass me, show's up in Tunica on Tues, hoping to qualify for the main event thru a satellitte, but the main event is already down to 27 players. I'm an idiot. I know who's fault that is..and it starts with a B. Man Im so discombullated lately. Oh well, thats what new friends can do to you. With nothing to play but ring games it was time to head to the Horseshoe and play some serious 10/20. 36hrs later I'm up $1300. That's two great Tunica runs now. Does that mean I'm getting closer of my dream of professional pokerdome? I wish. I found some WPT boxers for only $3 today. I rock!! These are pics of the final three tables of the WSOP Tunica Main Event. Featured are Kathy Liebert, Chip Jett, and John Juanda and my chip stack @ 10/20. Blog ya soon!

Back to WSOP and Philly fan's

Leavin today for tunica. Its super and mega satellitte time wednesday. Hope hope hope. All I need is that $10k buy in and I'll make it to the final table!!!! I always wanted to be be a pro athlete on ESPN, thought it would be through baseball, not poker. My boys looked decent on MNF. That 1st round pick Ware is a bad ass!!! Did u see that interception? That dude is a d lineman wtf? This dude looks better than LT. Watch out Mcnabb!!! Ur gonna get hurt. Im done...Played quarters for the 1st time since college tonight. HAVENT' DRANK ON A WEEKDAY IN OVER 5 YEARS. Im so bad. it's 2:48 im going to my nice soft bed. Blog ya soon.

Back from Tunica with a profit.

Played in WSOP event # 4 Tuesday. I had more chips after the 1st break than I did in event #1, but I played way too loose. I made a all in bluff for my last $800 in chips with Q4 and was called by a 98 suited and he paired up. Not my tourney I guess. The night before I played 4/8 at the grand and lost like $40 over 3 hrs of play. After Event #4 I wanted to win my $340 buyin back in 4/8 at the horseshoe. I proceeded to play bad and lost another $140. So I went back to the grand and got serious and stepped up to 10/20. Over the next 12hrs I proceeded to win $1550. I was at a great table. Perfect combo of good and bad players. Got payed off on every hand. I even hit quads and raked a huge pot. I also met Bryan Micon of NWP, cool dude. The only pro I saw around was Matt Dean. The next day I played in 2 one table WSOP satellittes and lost $350. After that I had to leave for Union City. I'm planning to head back for the megasatellittes for the $10k main event which starts a week from monday. Playin online Sunday on PS sunday $215 tourn. On a personal note I met the most beautiful person last night and my head is still spinnin'. That's extremely rare 4 me. The pic is of my payout of my 61st place in Event #1.